so....i am offically kinda desperate

So crazy little me was all excited for my boring English class this morning because this certain man is in it and he is the cream to my coffee. I took the last two minutes before class to put on a little stitch of makeup. There was no class. And now I'm upset. What a stalker. lol The worst part about this whole fiasco is that I don't even know him, he only held the door open for me once. God, I'm a creep. A very lonely one. haha

Anyways today has gone really well besides the previously mentioned mishap. My morning was made brighter when unexpectedly my friend Libby showed up:)

I have to study for philosophy, but updating this seems so much more urgent.
I finished typing my philosophy notes so I kind of studied, right? Yeah I think that counts. I am craving sugar and was upset that my cousin didn't buy a cookie to share with me today. Usually she buys a big monster cookie and i get half. not today :(
I am joining this awesome book club that sends me writers books. Should be pretty sweet. I picked out books about mystery writing, horror writing, and character development:) Yeah! I'm such a nerd, and I love it.
Well, thats all folks....i need to study

-Vanessa

no i dont want a "skinny" latte

So it's Saturday and I dont have to work:) It's just me and the little one this morning and peanut butter pancakes are on the menu. mmmm. I love PB. We are going to a garden show today with my mom. I think it will be kinda fun. Oh I got this book last night that is all about fiction writing. It's awesome, it talks about writers block how to develop characters and plot, and in the back has a list of books helpful with writing. The books range from the quote books, to mythology, and books on death(which help to have knowledge of plot with murder/mysteries). Anyways, I am excited to read it, which will only happen on slow days at school, when I dont have a billion other things to read.
Here is me and my kiki Pumpkin...I call all cats kiki's


Here is my pup Clark and Orion, they just got caught being nice to each other. lol

i need coffee. i want a mocha. a fat mocha. none of that skinny crap. anorexic cows creep me out.

--v

proof that sleep deprivation causes me to be an idiot

It is like i'm thinking to myself I'd like to meet someone else.--Kate Nash

I am officially a knitting machine. muhahaha. I am knitting a scarf for my little boy for his birthday that is coming up. Yeah I know it is going to be a little bit too big and way too wide for a two year old, but he can use this little jem for years this way:)

I am pretty proud of my little miracle...um i was talking about the scarf, but I'm proud of Hayden too!

Anyways I am kind of tired and kind of feeling sick, its this darn cold that won't really go away. I am also craving something sweet, but I told myself I was stopping this junk food obsession of mine. I am trying to eat healthier and it kind of stinks. Are bagels considered healthy? I hope so because i am seriously addicted to the ones with the cheese on top with garden vegetable cream cheese....mmmmmmm.
Well thats it for my pointless sleep deprived blog. Wow that reminds me of the T-shirts that say stuff like " Don't drink and myspace." haha thats terrible. but funny.
Later
Vanessa

lollipop earrings and mindless comsumerism

I am having a good morning...a little hot tempered, and maybe a couple of bolts loose, but other than that pretty optimistic. I just get a little crabby from time to time. Not really any reason for it. Well maybe a little tiny one but it is selfish and a little embarassing to admit so I wont.
Anyways, I am wearing my lollipop earrings, they're my fav!That makes me feel better.
I'm kind of wearing a trampy shirt. ha ha. I mean that it's a little low and it's freezing here so it may be a little ridiculous. It makes me feel like it's not so damn cold out so I guess i don't give.

Man, its a pretty boring day ahead. I have to read for my next class and then do a journal today. Plus, i should do one of the four observation journals i have to do.
Wow talking about homework sucks. I have to continually remind myself that no one wants to hear about my damn homework.

On a shitty note: Valentines day is around the corner and it kind of pisses me off. Talk about a waste of time. It is a complete insult to love in general. Anyways, I hope I get a valentine, or something.

ha ha

now remember ladies pink if your single and red if your taken!

god i hate candy coated consumer devouring holidays for the masses

p.s. i also hate my secret desire for a valentine surprise from a mysterious stranger

-Vanessa

a very nice day indeed

Well it is eleven o' clock and this kid is feeling pretty good.
The morning started out rocky, my little ball of sunshine slept in this morning, which was nice and kind of panic filled. I got to school early enough to eat and study a little. I think i did well on my exam this morning:) Wow I guess studying actually works! I actually spread out my studying which I never have ambition to do, so its a good day. I also finished 3 out of 4 of my interviews. A bit of reading is on the agenda for the after noon until my yoga class at 4pm, and then my night class at 6pm.
I feel like today with have the ease of accomplishment, until i realize that now i can get some work done on my English....why do i have to always have something to do? It's funny because it's like i am never just done with everything. I would be if i had those journals done. arrgg.
Anyways, I think I'll have a nice spot of tea and...oh you all know I'm lying, I'm gonna guzzle my cup of coffee like it's spiked with...uhum, honey.


Lots of sunshine:)
-Vanessa

a random day

So I recently found out about this singer Kate Nash. Absolutely love her. Good stuff and everyone should check her out.


I put Pumpkin Soup as a ring tone on my phone...even though it is hardly ever off of vibrate, oh well.

Anyways, I have finished a good deal of assignments and readings today and yesterday. Only have two more interviews and reading for my night class tomorrow and a lot of studying for my test tomorrow. Wow, I guess I didn't get as much done as I though...hmm. Well, I still feel sort of accomplished.
If anyone has advice for training a puppy to not take a dump on the rug every chance he gets please drop me a line. thanks:)

On a side note: I have had waaaayy too much coffee today and almost peed my pant in English. Gosh I should really cut down on my caffeine frenzy.

i guess thats pretty much it. Oh wait, I just finished a journal for my class and it is the most crazy hippie rant i have ever heard. It doesn't even feel like it was me writing, freaking coffee will screw with you man. Its deep and spiritual and kind of loopy all at the same time. Like it sounds like someone people would make fun of. oh well.

-vanessa

aren't tuesdays suppose to be serene?

So today is Tuesday and I am kind of tired, kind of hungry, and completely indecisive. I have so much going on with my classes and just wish that I didn't have the added bickering of unnecessary obstacles. I like to take a couple of moments to reflect with this blog and so i dont consider it a ploy to put off my studying.
News of the day: Isn't it completely disheartening when it finally hits you that someone close, even a family member could be so completely ignorant and racist?
My brother made a racist remake about one of my favorable democratic runners and it disgusted me to no end. I guess there are more redneck's around then I thought. I feel so naive to think that just because i don't think that way that everyone else is in the same boat. I mean I know that there are people like that, but the people whom I have shared a environment with my whole life? It kind of screws with the nurture laws of psychology. I guess age has to be factored in as well.
Anyways, it blows.

Well, on the sunny side of things, my mother, a hilarious, not too terribly political woman, was very vocal with her picks and got red with the vulgarity of my other family member's views.
What a woman:)
The picture is from my 21st birthday...which I spent with friends and my bestest friend...my mommy. We even went to Harry Potter that day...good times.

-Vanessa